Life in Depression

Here I lay  
In the forgotten tomb  
Lost in a wasteland  
Known as my mind  
  
I can’t see the joy anymore  
I can’t see where happiness is  
It doesn’t exist  
Nothing does anymore  
  
I used to worry about hell  
Its agony and pain  
But then I realized  
I’m already there  
  
My fingers day by day  
Burn in the flame  
I’m addicted to the pain  
It’s my only friend  
  
I lay here  
Isolated  
Waiting for the end  
Hoping for liberation  
  
I cannot see  
The meaning of it all  
Why  
Is this all so  
  
I don't know  
When I will break  
Then will be the end  
Then will be my death
 
For now i have lost
The only thing that matters
He was all I had left
Now I'm truly alone

Owned by Dustin Smith: Bastardofbodom666