Lying dick

My mind races
My soul braces
For the pain I'm bout to endure
It's time I need to Be sure
Is this what I want
Are you want I need
Please stay forever with me

I pull back the strings to my heart
And let the blood spill on the pages
Take my mind and tear it apart
Watch as the day ages

You ripped me open
You forgot the stitches
Thanks for the hole
Now my heart is gaping

Fuck your feelings
I don't care if you read this
Hopefully these words
Rape your memory relentless

Was that too harsh
I don't give a fuck
Did you leave because I cared too much?
Fuck your reasons
Fuck my feelings
I hate me now
Is she what you needed