if I was dead

People dont realize that death has a curse
everything you ever were, soon gets reversed

I bet if I died right now
People would care
but before death
those people wouldn't dare

they would stare
shocked and sad
the thought of this truth
makes me really mad
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IF I WAS DEAD
would you miss me at all
would you cry
and form into a ball?

would you cut?
and would you care?
If I was dead
would you be there?
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IF I WAS DEAD
OR PRETTY CLOSE TO IT
WOULD YOU CARE?
OR WOULD YOU JUST SAY
"SCREW IT"?!
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I WANNA KNOW
I WANNA KNOW
I WANNA KNOW
NOW
IF I DIED
WOULD YOU ASK HOW?!
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well its too late
cause now im gone
I tried to separate the truth, from what was wrong
---
I couldnt do it
I COULDNT ESCAPE
THE DRUGS AND THE LIES
ARE TOO MUCH TO TAKE! !!