No love

I think about the words you said,An I freeze up
Wondering how could it ever have been Love
If you could speak so bad about me..
So i sit in a static shock
Thinking and planning my next word
Speaking from anger to tare you down
Mouth begins to open but heart can't make a sound
So my face wears this frown
One of disappointment and hurt
Wanting to feel destroyed yet again
Falling victim to yet another heartless man
Who needed me to boost the ego he lacked
Guess you had to pretend to cut your heart some slack
Now i prepare to destroy you with open hands