Tolerate

Do I have much longer
Is my life worth it
Why so much pain
Why does it hurt

When will it end
When will the pain cease
Why can't I die
Why won't I die

The blade is sharp
slowly, across my veins
The pain flows from me
In my blood, is pain

My blood is black
For my soul is dark
Broken many times
Never repaired

So I ask
Why must it hurt
Why so much pain
Why must I Tolerate.