Anemia

 
(Inspired by the song "Snuff" by "Slipknot")

Everyday...
I'm losing blood
Because of my foolish ways
With Karma as my flooding curse
I've gained the strength to...
MOVE ON

Chorus
I don't regret the mistakes i made
The ways I'm afraid is out of confusion
So take away my peace and all you will see is...
Pure insanity...
Insanity

Everyday...
I'm losing blood
Because of my foolish ways

Just tell me straight in my face
You never wanted me as a child
Say that you don't love me
Cause I don't clearly love you anymore...
FATHERRRRR

Chorus
I don't regret the mistakes i made
The ways I'm afraid is out of confusion
So take away my peace and all you will see is...
Pure insanity...
Insanity

MOTHER AND FATHER
YOU MADE ME HATE MY BROTHERS AND SISTER
YOU MADE HATE THE WORLD SO MUCH,
(That's why I'm moving on)
Seeing beyond all your mistakes and my foolishness
IVE GAINED THE STRENGTH
A STRONG UNDERSTANDING TOO MOVE ON

Chorus
I don't regret the mistakes i made
The ways I'm afraid is out of confusion
So take away my peace and all you will see is...
Pure insanity...
Insanity

(Sing "Anemia" throughout this verse)
Everyday
I'm losing blood
Because of my foolish ways
Everyday...
I'm losing blood
Because of my foolish ways


Song meaning
I've listen to the song "Snuff" over 3 times I think,  but after finding out the meaning and really listening too the words,  the song hit me hard and made me cry, just like any other passionate and emotional song I hear would make me do.  This song talks about my disease that I have called "Anemia" which is common in most people who have low-blood pressure.  I've always lost blood from my teeth everyday ever since I was in 9th grade or so, and I've lost so much blood over the course of my life which made it hard to exercise.  Other then that, this song also talks about me moving on past my addiction to porn and looking past the mistakes I made as well as looking past my families mistakes.  
This song is like closure for me,  it's a song to come to common ground with, finding peace inside and out, that sorta thing.  To be honest, without all my fuck-ups and other peoples fuck-ups that I've witnessed or been in,  I wouldn't be writing at all haha, now that's not to say I like fucking up, cause I don't at all,  I'm just saying that, I've learned the hard way and now it's time to grow the fuck up and take on Billy Corgans speech to heart as I have done ever since I opened my heart to music 5 or 4 years ago and gained a strong understanding.