lonely lover

Sometimes
I go off like a bomb
I start saying shit I normally wouldnt want
But it all builds up
I try not to do it but I do give a fuck


And then theres you as pretty as you are,
You try to shake it off, but you cant shake scars

Car accident
So the reporter said
As my bestfriend died and bled

No it wasnt
He was shot,
Someone got him off guard and popped
Popped a couple shots to his dome
Then his body was
Shipped off home

Now im at his funeral
Drowning in my tears
Think im inconsiderate
Then what am I here?

Here in the sistuation that im facing
My best friend died and I couldnt replace it

Yeah theres a whole
Where my stomache was
Guess I got bit
By the stomache bug
Now I give no fucks
Cause ive been hurt before
I was his only friend and some nigga closed that door

Damn man
Why did you have to leave I hope you knew it was me
Crying while u bleed
I hope you know ima get revenge
Maybe not now but someday see till then

And then back to u
The love of my life
The girl I wanted to one day call my wife

You left me here
Now im standing in the dirt
Think your the only one whose feelings get hurt?

I know death too
I know all the pain
Why do you hide it all
Its all a strain