i will always write

In these words I long for freedom
I write them you read them I live them you heed them
Freedom to turn back the hands of time and regain a liberated state of mind
But in life I find
I can't rewind what has been left behind
When the soul is exposed and the secrete laid bare
One can easily fall into the abyss of despair
Looking through my stained glass window watching success passing by
For no matter what I do or how hard I try
I always feel ostracized
My indignities for all to see
But understand who I am has been hard to be
So I ask the lord if he would just pardon me
For my sins my indescretions and my discreptencies are all apart of me
And have left me bound and tied and clipped with no wings
So I too know why the caged bird sings!
But just as the caged bird will always chirp in this life
I will always write