emeciatted by my selfish pride

I can't deny that    
I despise all my secrets and my lies.    
I don't know why I try to hide    
or to disguise my own demise.    
    
I am my own worst enemy    
a prolific    
Psychotic  
dyslexic  
neurotoxic  
neurotic;  
acidity  
seriously    
mentally    
essentially    
allegedly    
carelessly    
terribly    
unsuccessfully    
developmentally.    
    
Extraordinarily    
coincidentally    
expectantly    
experimentally    
environmentally    
contemptuously    
inexpressibly    
unpleasantly    
independently    
peculiarity    
irregularity    
singularity.    
   
Unnecessarily    
arbitrarily    
discrepancies    
expectancy    
explicitly    
momentarily    
respectfully    
conscientiously    
customarily    
temporarily    
accidentally.    
    
incidentally    
perplexity    
tremendously    
apparently    
dreadfully    
marvellously      
viciously    
deficiency    
explicitly  
Applicably  
nineteenth century    
improbability to succeed    
outside my    
instabilities.