need a fix

My minds buzzing
the image gone
the image fuzzing
-----
I cannot even focus
I try to sit up straight
but feel attacked by locusts
-----
bugs and spiders
of any kind
find their way

to my skin
and to my spine
--
but I dont mind
--
but I really do
I lie my ass off
just
to get away from you
----
this is a trip
but certainly
no vacation

I tried running
but I guess
there is
no escaping
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you need a fix?
sombody asks really quick

yeah I do
but instead say no
completely out of it
-----
Im deep in space
im spaced out and erasing
my memory from my mind
as I keep on going and chasing
-----
chasing the dragon
but its breath's enough to kill

I try to stop

but somehow still
swallow the pill