hump-me dump-me

See that lil kid sittin at his desk?
I hate to admit thats me I confess

they call me "hump-me dump-me"
Cause I get used

they laugh at me
and at home I get abused

cracked in half like an egg
before I bleed out

I tried screaming help
but they duct taped my mouth

held down my arm
that swung from side to side

beat me up
and erased all of my pride
-----
wanna help me
get back to my feet?

wanna help me
from my own defeat?
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"No" they say
"You're just a stupid Russian"
they keep hitting me
causing a obvious concussion
----
"You're trash""you're dumb"
they say these things
as I slowly become numb
-------
Gonna hump me and dump me?
well think again
I've dealt with enough bullshit
~this shit has gotta end
-----
so I grab my knife
im about to take their life

but then I realize
ive gotta think twice
----
is it really worth it to go to jail
I'd better there forever
and cant even get a bail
----
so instead
I stab them in the leg
they start to scream
and they start to beg
-----
want my forgiveness?
well its too late
I've made my decision
its you that I hate

I cant control it
I just wanna make them feel my pain

I wanna show them
they have nothing more to gain
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I try to just stop
but instead keep on slashing

I dull out their screams
but hear the sound of gashing and thrashing
and see their blood splashing-----
----
I wake up
I guess it was all a dream

I get ready for school
thinking I'm just a fool

then I get to the school
and see a lot of police

I ask what happened
and they show a picture
I look
and then I see me