Myself

I am Glitch.
I twitch
I loose control
I understand things i shouldn't
And it drives me insane
I scream and beg
For that one person..
TO REACH AND RIP OUT MY BRAIN
because
It hurts so much
I swear it does
People tell me to cry it out
But i refuse!
I don't know why
Someone please tell me why
Wait, no don't
I deserve this curse
..
I should DIE!
Why?
Oh shit..
Why?
Here it comes again..
Is this too raw?
Are you hurt?
I hope you are.
Because i hate you all.
Just die with me,
We'll be at peace
TRUST ME!
Please.
What is happening to me
Do i have BPD?
I guess i do
I mustly do
I truly mustly..
do.
Well shit..
WELL SHIT
WELL SHIT
WELL SHIT
Just take my wrist..
Cut it up
Let it bleed..
Dry me out
I'm begging you please..