catacomb egg timer

Deep inside the catacomb of my mind
Lies the child I once was
I can't seem to get away from being so kind
Walk all over me I wont fuss
My work will kill me on this double time grind
I hate life and begin to cuss
My inner child won't last much longer in this life
My sadness is my only lust
I don't want these obligations of everyday lives
confused and scared it's hard to have trust

I set an egg timer
hopefully it won't go off anytime soon
I may just be confused
but the time i set may be coming at noon
forgive me fatman
for this might scar you forever as you howl at the moon
forgive me sister
I only want you to live to the fullest and live as you do
forgive me brother
your happiness is all I wish and wanted, but apart we grew
forgive me mother
this was something I did to myself, not because of you
forget me father
we never really got to spend the day together nor do I want to
forgive me friends
the darkness grows and all I want is some final shut eye mood

this child will sleep soon
and his eyes will rest in peace
this time I won't mess up
because awakenings what I want least