Guess how I feel !

I guess im wrong for many
But as I write I live
The time to forget about love has come
Im giving up and I surrender...

I can't fight the feeling
I can't join it either
Im just a clown with bullets as prayers...

Reaching the moment
Blowing my fucking mind away everyday
With no peace but this poems
Dehydrated stanzas...

im ok if I dont see you
But the moment you walk in
An orgy of hopes I become...
Am I just fooling myself ?

The path made of moonlight...
The delicacies of your gestures
I can see myself in that mirror again
Hopeless and dismembered...

just to want you more
Every day
Every breath...