8th What If I Killed Myself?(Alternating History)

 Intro(Dialogue)
"What if I Killed Myself
Would my family care
Did they ever care
Suicidal entered my mind when I was little
It was placed in my heart
And flowed through my body
But let me ask you all of this
Can we
May I
I want too
Reverse this curse"

(On this line, scream out the words)
WHAT IF I KILLED MYSELF

Pre-chorus
Will they approach my body...
Will they try to wake me up...
(Suicide entered my heart)

Chorus
FREE ME OF ALL MY DEEPEST
REINCARNATIONS
Cure this disease
Cure the psychosis
(Those thoughts of falling down)
MY NEVER ENDING NIGHTMARES AND FEARS
CURE THIS DISEASE

Bridge
Hear my dying heart beat
Hear the sick(PSYCHOTIC MIND)

Verse 1("dialogue" with some singing)
"What if I killed myself"(would my family care)
"Did they ever care"(Suicide entered my mind)
"Can't they relate"(DO THEY ENJOY SEEING THEIR CHILDREN SUFFER)
CANT THEY RELATE
IM LIVING FOR NOTHING

Pre-chorus
Will they approach my body...
Will they try to wake me up...
(Suicide entered my heart)

Chorus
FREE ME OF ALL MY DEEPEST
REINCARNATIONS
Cure this disease
Cure the psychosis
(Those thoughts of falling down)
MY NEVER ENDING NIGHTMARES AND FEARS
CURE THIS DISEASE

Outro(sing high in the 3 lines and fade away for the rest of the lines)
Will they approach my body...
Will they try to wake me up...
(Suicide entered my heart)
Will they approach my body...
Will they try to wake me up...
(Suicide entered my heart)

Meaning
This song is mostly a question about myself, I'm mainly asking, what if I killed myself?  A lot of songs I listen too talk about suicide or you can feel the person/bands music talk about suicide through their music.  I myself am a suicidal person and writing helps with straying from being suicidal and tonight, writing the last of my personal songs, I've found hope to stray away from the evil inside myself.  One of the best songs I heard this year was "Murder Mitten" by "I See Stars," check it out, cause it really helped me to move on.