Not Afraid of the Dark

Dude this reminds of that acoustic song by Death Cab For Cutie
It sounds very dark and sad, but a the song goes on it's very uplifting when you mention the word "light"

Thanks for the comment.  I'll look deeply into the acoustical tunes of the Death Cab, it shall be my listenings for the fine night, thanks.

So the quick story and comment on this one.  It was brought about based on a night I had several years ago.  I was rather wrecked up and chased off a particular nudist beach by four hits of acid.  I was on a horrid trip where I had to keep running and moving on to keep my existence going, I was being kind of chased by the encroaching Langolier-like fog of obscurity. I was able to get back up the hill alright, but once back in the city, it was a bit hard to keep it together.  I felt that in order to be able to deserve the "privilege" of humankind and it's technological conveniences of motion away from the encroaching nothingness, such as through automobiles, taxis and city bus lines, that I needed to prove myself karmatically, be a constructive member of the human mind community and so on (which of course, with me being a moody stand-offish brandisher of the pen, I clearly wasn't).

So in this horrible case, even the use of money wasn't available to me, I felt that even if I were to wave out a couple of hundred bucks of cash at everyone, and taxis and buses (which I didn't!), that I wouldn't get picked up, even then!  So the world was a pretty closed off and boarded up place.  But I did somehow manage to gain boarding upon a municipal bus unit, the hour long trip took me through the usual untold centuries, then the around-in-circles around the same two or three blocks for an hour before finding the friend's place I was crashing at, and then the shivering sit in the bathtub with your clothes on watching the tap drip for several hours.  So one of those trips.

I'm only half-half about the second part of the song, the first part captures what I was perceiving, but the second starts to get a bit genericy.  Might do a few tweaks later on.

Dude that's one heck of an crazy adventure and it sounds like you were really high
Dude you have an awesome use of poetry bro
I have respect for you man
That's one crazy and adventurous meaning you wrote and I believe you bro
Man what a crazy world we live in

Well it wasn't too bad, I survived at least.  Suppose I could have been actually dying of a horrid microbial attack of ebola or something.  I don't normally self-inflict my motor-skill functions on a daily basis, but there certainly have been a few phases.  In this case I was all fine for the weeks leading up to that night, just taking small acceptable civilian doses of mushrooms and ecstasy, but then some great fundamental flaw in my genomic coding prompted me with the notion that I could just walk out the door into public by myself into a city of over a million on four hits of acid, as if nothing would go amiss...
 
Out of the whole horror, I got a song out of it.  I'm a little wary of such activity.  I mean to start a forum post some day regarding it, how so many artists are lead to self destruction through drug for the sake of inspiration, something along such gist.  We certainly do need some escape from the parameters, and a few wayshowers to chronicle their ways on how to do it.  But it's always a tough call on how far each of us should go to prove It...
 
Thanks for the reading and listening.  I got thousands of things to keep posting, I'll try to keep at it.

Bro you have my respect dude