Hate you

Tears pour down my face
and I am crushed beneath the pain
unfair
this love mixed up with hate

unfair
that I still cry for you
in the stillness of the night
that I weep into my pillow
and scream into the silence

I hate you
I hate you

for every harsh word
for making me beleive we could
make it work

I hate you
I hate you
for every drunken night
for every whispered promise
for every stupid lie

I hate you
because you have on
and yet I still cry for you
when the daylights gone

I must be a masochist
you caused me so much pain
and still I let you hurt me
until I break