The Monster

The monster that sleeps with in me hideing and waiting  for its chance to come out .

The monster in me  tells me horrible things that make want to cut and bleed .

Your nothing you never have been anything your a misstake something that should have never excisted now die bleed I dont care just stop living it tells me .

I keep it at bay by cutting and hideing smiling and saying everything is alright but in realty the monster tells me to die.

I keep living becuse I have some light and hope inside that oneday this monster will dissapear forever.

The darkness is where it lives always never wanting to go into the light .

I know inside of me there is the darkness but its being keept at bay by the light that someone gave me .

I hope that oneday I will be free of this monster that is hideing inside my mind .....