Since I died

The tie that binds burns deep in the darkness
Three years since I buried you high on a hill
just trying to keep myself still
No light will ever show these scars again
deep as they are (I know you are never far)
A trail of blood soaked roads leads me to the pain
 
As the dark set's I feel you
As the pain stings I see you
As the rope burns I taste you
As the road turns I smell you
 
Sick and twisted movie playing over and over
I can’t stop this madness
riding to the darkness keeps me forever here without you
bleeding for you
 
As the dark set's I feel you
As the pain stings I see you
As the rope burns I taste you
As the road turns I smell you
 
I knew it when it started this was the only End 
Ever chasing the death I am running from
Winning at the cost of losing
 
The tie that binds us burns deep in that darkness

I long for just one more taste....