"Lord knows"

It's been over 8 years since you divorced my ass.
8 long hard ass years since you destroyed everything.
At the time i had so much anger & hatred toward you.
The way you did me just felt all so wrong.
Still i can't fault ya.
The way i was at that time,i deserved what ya did.
What i don't understand is why do i continue to have dreams of you?
Why do you haunt my dreams?
What is going on inside my head?
Lord knows
Lord knows
Lord knows
Lord knows
Lord knows
Lord knows
Lord knows
Lord knows!!!!!!