Hopeless

My rhyme require complete concentration/
pay attention/ put great value to discretion/
caught in deeply disturbed contemplation/
I’ll give you my most inner confession/
feel like I fell victim to temptation/
like going thru a sinner’s recession/
saw the sign, my mind facing alteration/
I fear the coming of depression/
I was taken by a violent vibration/
constantly in a state of aggression/
honestly son, can’t remain patient/
seeking’ comfort in repression/
don’t forgive or forget aggravation/
listen and learn/ first lesson of the session/
desperately praying for emancipation/
you can see it in my facial expression/
jealousy and hate, a deadly combination/
shit turned to a detrimental obsession/
for those who feel it, this a dedication/
losin' it, I need to soon see progression/
don’t care, make your own interpretation/
like my thoughts facing incarceration/
you will feel the wrath and retaliation/
the words of a newborn rap sensation/

I'm on the edge/ about to jump off the bridge/
I am hopeless/ can't cope with this/
life hurt us/what is the purporse/
of existence/ you can't break the Resistance/
build on honor, strength and persistence/
send my condolences/ to them innocent prisoners/