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Addiction
I'm getting bad again,
Everyday i wake up feeling the same thing..
lugubrious.
Thoughts of suicide,
On my mind 24/7
it's like..i'm high!
Every moment i think of ways to harm myself,
To inflict pain upon the skin,
And i hate it so much.. i love it.
I can't quit!
It's like a drug,
I can't get enough..and i know i'm not gonna' make it.
I can feel it in my bones.
The adrenaline
To feel pain!
I'm never going to quit.
I'm never going to quit.
I'm never going to quit.
Until i die.
Everyday i wake up feeling the same thing..
lugubrious.
Thoughts of suicide,
On my mind 24/7
it's like..i'm high!
Every moment i think of ways to harm myself,
To inflict pain upon the skin,
And i hate it so much.. i love it.
I can't quit!
It's like a drug,
I can't get enough..and i know i'm not gonna' make it.
I can feel it in my bones.
The adrenaline
To feel pain!
I'm never going to quit.
I'm never going to quit.
I'm never going to quit.
Until i die.
Published 19th Aug 2014
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