Personal Hell

Lock the doors and pull the blinds,
Run and hide from your mind.
Time to chase away the guilt,
Tearing down the life you built.
Hands shaking,
Sanity breaking.
Draw it up then shoot it in,
Help forget all your sins.
Easing up emotional pains,
As poison spreads through your veins.
Shattered and broken in your own personal hell,
No one see's it; No one can tell.
Caged within fears and lies,
Screaming out silent cries.
Innocence lost long ago,
Dragging down and won't let me go.
No longer will you care,
Washing away everything left in there.
Closer and closer to the edge,
With so much left undone; left unsaid.
Swallowed and lost,
Leaving merely a heart covered in frost.