me saying shit while drunk !!!!!!

shit faced drunk not know left from right not caring.

fuck you and all your shit i dont have no family you do so shut the fuck up .

you have no idea what the fuck i deal with .

i am so sick and tired of people telling me that i am nothing .

dont you already know i fucking know that i know what i am .

i know i need to die so fuck off i dont give a shit anymore about you or you tell me we are so called family .

i have never been anything to you or the people who call yourself's  my aunts and Uncles are nothing fucking to me .

you all want me to fucking die will i am close to it i am done i had enough .

you say there is a god then where the fuck is !  where has he been when i been raped and locked in a cage for months on end with no way out .

fuck this world i am so sick of it i am tired of having hope and light when i know its not real .

i am drunk but in realty i dont give a fuck any more about myself i only live becuse i have to .

if i could die i would but what the fuck would that do nothing .

so everyday i live to suffer pain and mental abuse fuck this shit i had enough give me a 45 and i would end it all.

death i want you i need you to release me from this nightmare i was  never ment to live and this i know all to well .........