Laughing tears

So many tears I've cried 
All from laughing 
I can't cry one more unhappy tear
It will brake the inner me into two 
I'm already a lost soul 
I wouldn't want to be two lost souls in one that's a thought not worth thinking it won't happen to me
I won't cry one unhappy tear 
I'll just pacify my inner me with thoughts of two lovers lovemaking
 and tv romance crap 
I'll cry for them not for me 
I can't shed that tear of unhappiness 
Its just so not fair to me. 
But I will cry with laughter haha I'm smiling see :)