WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS SHIT POEM LOL

wondering around in the darkness not a light insight .

wondering where am i why am i still alive .

shutting down not taking or speaking to anyone longer then i have to .


throwing up piles and piles of blood each and everyday not careing how much it hurts .

I stoped crying about it  i stoped careing what the fuck is the point nothing is  going to change .

driking bottles after bottles of wine anything to just get my mind off my life .


death is taking forever to find me and take me to his underworld i wonder why .

does death not even want me ? am i that horrible that nothing wants me ?

i cant die and i cant live so what the fuck am i to everything .


DEATH TAKE ME NOW PLEASE I CANT STAND THIS ANYMORE I CANT STAND LIVING THE ONLY THING I WANT IS TO DIE ..........