Final Attempts of Suicide

Final Attempts of Suicide

This song will be written in an unstructured way similar to my "21. Suicide song"
This is a very serious subject that is inside of my generation, coming from misfortune and even in the depths of those fortunate, all wanting to live a free life,
This is for everyone, battling severe depression, may we die with a living legacy left behind.
"Let's begin...."

Final Attempts of Suicide

(Sing this part with no music)
Wishful with tears
Never thought
Never willing to change
(So why go to church)
Have you ever thought of how...
(Painful it is for God)

YOU FUCKING HYPOCRITE

(Sustain "away" for 4 seconds and scream "I WILL NOT" for 4 seconds)
Find me running away x2
And I will comeback
With a strong sense of understanding
Of why your hurt
And I will not(I WILL NOT....)
Kill all of you

We still have thoughts of suicide
(Everyday)

(Sustain "above" and "darkness" for 3 seconds)
Is there ever a home
Where I'm  free from
(The lights above)
(The darkness down)
If I ever had the experience
To go back in time
AND WATCH YOUR DOWNFALL
(Why can't you control yourself)

AS I HAVE(sustain "HAVE" for 4 seconds)

(Sustain away for 4 seconds and scream "I WILL NOT" for 4 seconds)
Find me running away x2
And I will comeback
With a strong sense of understanding
Of why your hurt
And I will not(I WILL NOT....)
Kill all of you

Breakdown(scream "US" in both lines for 3 seconds)
(THE LIGHTS ABOVE)
THE LIGHTS ABOVE
(WILL NEVER SAVE US)
(THE DARKNESS DOWN)
THE DARKNESS DOWN
(WILL NEVER KILL US)

We still have thoughts of suicide
(Everyday)

Sustain away for 4 seconds and scream "I WILL NOT" for 4 seconds)
Find me running away x2
And I will comeback
With a strong sense of understanding
Of why your hurt
And I will not(I WILL NOT....)
Kill all of you

(Sing this part with no music)
Wishful with tears
Never thought
Never willing to change
(So why go to church)
Have you ever thought of how...
(Painful it is for God)