Living Death

Sleepless nights
Lying here awake
Wondering about life

Sleepless nights
Lying here awake
Contemplating death

Sleepless nights
Lying here awake
Wishing for love

When all this is through
Youll be glad 'twasn't you
Who suffered and wished
Who dreamed and lived
Death

I sound over dramatic?
How can that be?
I'm wishing to die
I'm suffering through a pain greater than death
I'm dreaming of the sweet release it will give
I'm living here in a world full of death and pain.

Am I over dramatic now?
No, I didnt think so.
Now run along and play
Before you too, are caught this way

No child should feel this
No man should wish this
No woman should think this
It should not exist.

Leave before you catch this awful disease!
Leave me to suffer and die
Society won't mind
Now let me go. I'll be fine
(not really I'll make myself die)