all the stares

I try to not feel the pain they put me through
Everyday I have to put up with all the
Comments, the stares, the whispers, and the laughing
Sometimes all I want to dos is hide and never show my face again
Days go by, I try not to think why me?
Why can't I be like them?
What will it take?
......My life?
I realize I will never be like them!
My world starts to die
All the happiness drains out of myself
I am dead inside
Everyday I walk around with a smile on my face
But inside there is no happiness
Just a empty hole
With everything gone
My hearts breaks but that same smile is still there
As much as I want
I can't walk away from myself
Even if I take my life
I will still be there with myself