Different...

Smiling and laughing I was all today,
Jumping around out of joy.
The feeling was certainly at random,
But loved at its most highest.
I felt like in a different world,
With a warm welcome to the day.
I didn't give up,
I just kept on.
Then... you appeared and I don't know what happened...
It's like if a blanket had gone over me and topped the excitement...
It hurt...it really did...
I wanted to get away again...
I wanted to smile and laugh like i was...
But the feeling didn't come to the surface...
I wondered why...
It didn't go away...
So I stayed here...
Writing this out to see if it would change anything...