Sometimes

 Let me find my way around
I tend to watch then decide what to do
I may seem like I'm not paying attention
It might be part of the big deception?

I've seen sunrises after drinking a well
of alcohol
and kiss and tell
I've made compromises with my own hell
I've not seen it all
I'm the one to rebel

Not in a competition for any kind of prize
I never get vacation - but I know it would be nice
My pace is not predictable
Sometimes I'm like the wind
I try for irresistable...
but then I think again

sometimes

Absent is the logic
about why , how  and when
Yet I can change the seasons
if my lover lets me in

Charming just enough to be
enlightened by those here longer than me
I am just a grain of sand
making the orgasm bring you back