Words that describe me

Lies 

Sex

Fake Love

Betrayal

Loneliness

Desperate

Dead

These are the words that fill up my life now.
 I wake up remebering all the lies you gave me and I took
Sex just to feel cared for at least for that moment
Fake love the one He gave me just so we could make love
You can't make love without there being love there in the first place.
Betrayal is what I feel when i think of all my life I betrayed myself
I cheated myslef in life. 
Lonely nights lonely days is all I have now 
Desperate for someone to love me foreals someone to love me as much as I can love them
Dead is how I feel because no one can ever love me.

This is my life