how I feel

Do you really enjoy this the scars and pain.
The scars on your arms and legs I tell you this change and live in Jesus Christ's name.
I'm telling you believe it or not it's real heaven and hell.and the love of Jesus Christ.
In a world of sin you know you need a savior and I'm telling you who it is.
And if you don't get it I hope you see it.
The so called stories are prophecies being slowly unfolded and spilt..
Just like his blood there will be wrath.
In a world of sin with faith there is light.
There is love and forgiveness in repentance.
So listen as I write or spit this.
Haha understand why I laugh.
The love has me happy and unweary feeling like I'm already dead to live again.
I mean seriously the weight of sin isn't a mystery it could destroy the soul and mind if it wasn't for him.
I'm covered in blood this may sound wicked and strange.
But there is a reason for this it seems.
Everything I say and the way I've changed and what I say when I pray.
You wanna play gangsta and call yourself a king and a god I've seen death cutting the heads off people just like you.
Don't get me wrong I understand you can't be a hypocrite but I see from new eyes and a new heart with life.
Why lie I've sinned it almost killed me a few times but I can't seem to die.
This isn't pride this is just a witness point of view death flees from us and there is nothing we can do.
You need the love and know why to fear if he can keep you alive then what makes you think you are better then him.
You can't defeat him I  won't even try and to be honest I pray to the holy that will never cross my mind.
They say we are all crazy but i say I just make sense.
I love I care in a different way then christ.
I didn't die for your sins but when I slit my wrist I know I didn't lie.
Love on the right the left one a tattoo and the other a scar with love I ment.Chan