I Wish I Could Hate You

There I go again,
Thoughts of you dancing in my head.
Why can't I stop, why do you push your self in?
Is there any possible way to stop you from winning?
I see your face in the sweetest dreams,
I wake up sweating, coming apart at the seams.

I wish I could stop, I wish you would go away,
Too dream of something, anything else this I pray.
I drives me crazy the questions you make me ask,
It was so long ago is so far in the past.
I had you once and you let me go,
It seems you still effect me though.

I was a stupid little girl when you held my heart,
We were so careless, it was doomed from the start.
I'm with some one else and still you keep up your haunt,
It's like you teasing and bullying your face is a taunt.
Please leave me alone I no longer want dreams of us two,
You know, it would be so much easier if I could just hate you.