Scarred Forever

“Everyone always talks about how trust and love are the greatest feelings in the world
The good feelings the close friends the years of happiness
I wish I knew what they did to get it right
Cause every time I try I am torn again and again”
 
Every time I fall  
Every time I entrust
I feel its harsh whip
I learn to not chase what I wish
 
This love that I have felt lay scars in my soul
I have been whipped by her and her fucking games
She said that there was a reason, a chance
Blind I followed the Succubus's allure once more
 
I’ve walked through years of torment
I bear burdens even to this day
There is no place for joy in this life
For its very pursuit is just to crawl in knives
 
To entrust is to give yourself away
They learn all your weak points of just where to strike
In time they exploit with masterful design
The walls I’ve crafted crash onto me again
 
I’ve walked through years of torment
I bear burdens even to this day
There is no place for joy in this life
For its very pursuit is just to crawl in knives
 
Even now I lay in depression
Knowing that if it breaks I’ll be in for hell
I cannot chase joy any longer
The rope is ready for my final end

Owned by Dustin Smith: Bastardofbodom666