Acceptance of a Friendship

Everyday,
I come home black and blue,
because I beat myself up,
over not being with you.
For the longest time,
I've been by myself,
taken on my world,
without asking for help.
I don't expect you to understand,
seeing as we won't ever be,
but thank you for all the shit,
that you went through with me.
As our times will come,
hopefully will the sun,
may we say we are ok with the end,
do as we may and may we be shunned