Suicide Note

Cutting of my wrist does not help a single thing .

Being pucnched and kicked use to make it so I didnt feel numb but now thats over and done .

I use to be happy I use to try and keep my self above water but I cant anymore.

This life is fucked up and I am tired so very tired of living .

I want to end it all to just sleep forever I cant fight I cant cry or  even scream anymore .

Yes I am a demon and I dont even know why I am still alive I hate myself and I hate my life .

I want to end it all like my brother did years ago .

Just put a gun to my head and pull the trigger maby then no one elece will have to suffer all becuse of me .

Maby its realy is time for me to die  I dont want to live at all anymore .

so this is  it good bye .......