My Demons

She controls me,
She overwhelms me,
She worries me,
She has me bleed the venom that's inside of me.
He is stern,
He makes me invisible,
He treats me like I'm alone,
He worries me,
He doesn't carry me high,
He makes me tell lies.
They are my demons.
I do my best to love them, but they always come back to haunt me,
They forget me and pretend I'm not here for the pain.
Sadistic yet fake, they take whatever they can get.
They let me take in all the pain.
Childish little antics they bring me only kill me.
Foolish behavior is their will to bring me down.
Stupid minds are what surface around them.
I am not a trophy to fight over,
I live for me and not for you,
I am not your favorite little toy I'm a human being.
Don't keep whining to me about the things you need to fix yourself.
My first demon is pride he thinks he's cool and high and mighty.
He believes he's what makes the world go around.
When has he found he is not the world?.
He doesn't trust those that love him the most.
And my second demon is anger she chooses everything for me.
She killing me slowly, but could care less.
She is selfish and is bothered with helping.
She lashes out whenever she wants to.
Who is she to think no one loves her?.
My demons surround me every day and leave me in pain.
They are only my demons.