-62. Blue Waves Positive and Red Plagues Negative(Long Explained Version)

-62. Blue Waves Positive and Red Plagues Negative(Long Explained Version)

So weak x7

SO WEAK
I AM OF SLEEPERS(OF GENOCIDE)
NO FUCK THAT

Of the 5th x3
THE LAST UNBORN
INTRODUCING THE DEVIL

So weak(why couldn't they tell me the truth)
When I was born

So weak x3
I AM NOT WEAK

THERES A DRAGON INSIDE ME
FILLED WITH SCARS
TRYING TO FIND PEACE INSIDE OF ME

Of the 5th x3
THE LAST UNBORN
INTRODUCING THE DEVIL

Erupt with plagues
Cry out blue waves(For the unborn and mislead)
Will this be the last cycle(Please tell me)
Will this be the last cycle(Of Genocides)
Will this be the last cycle of the.....
SLEEPERS

So weak x3
I AM NOT WEAK

THERES A DRAGON INSIDE ME
FILLED WITH SCARS
TRYING TO FIND PEACE INSIDE OF ME

Of the 5th x3
THE LAST UNBORN
INTRODUCING THE DEVIL

(Hearing a distant voice, where I was born)

(Okay in this part of the song, get a chick, woman or even a dude like Vic Fuentes, Devin Oliver, Kellin Quinn or some fagot ass gay guy, nah nah I'm just joking)

"You are polite too me
(Sleep well)
You are stronger now
(My light is finding you)
You have friends, just like you
(I finally found you)
You are peace...."



(Okay in some of my songs I like to give its meaning, what it stands for, how i approached and all that good stuff, so here goes, it has meaning but I'm gonna speak half of my mind)

I believe in a lot shit stain stuff(a brutal way to say evil)
I think every person who thinks that they aren't weird
And especially for everyone who tells me I'm weird
FUCK OFF in the name of Gordon Ramsay
The lyrics came out of my mouth
Well most of it did when I was in the shower
Singing in the shower too singing in my head
Even with music on helps to write lyrics, poems, stories and I can go on and on
This particular song is the past connecting to the future
(Put that aside)

I don't care if you think you are Christian
Go to church
Or even a believer in Christ
A lot of people fuck with that and I hate it
Because I have fucked up with that

I'm trying to rid myself of my demons everyday
But I can't help but feel like dying
I want to show people my writings
But what's holding me back, ultimately
Perhaps it's my hatred
Or it could be a hypocrite(wink fucking wink)
See now you know why this is the explained version

To give you some insight into this song
I was thinking about how messed up the world is
And how messed up my story is
Full of gore
Yet the gory parts dissipate with good endings
Although some endings lead into another story

I decided to end with one last story in the deep future
Currently I'm on 2030 of my story's timeline

This song talks about the cycles going on in the world
Where a lot of repeated shit is going on, such as
Suicide
Pain
Parents fucking up their kids
Homelessness
Abuse
Thoughts of wanting to die
And the rest of any evil shit you can come up with

Now the peaceful side
Where a lot of changes and saving happens
Not just in church
Not because of Christ
However a lot of people don't know
Christ is everywhere and is in disguise in a lot of good music and voices
This is where a lot of things happen inside and out with Peace
Bonds
Hearing your favorite band
Tears
Writing lyrics or anything music related
And much more

I was listening too a band called "Secrets" and "Of Machines"
While I was writing the lyrics I was just hearing a lot of the high and mid screams of the vocalist and then Dylan Anderson comes in Soaring as always
This is one of my favorite bands by far
The way Dylan sings just resonates inside of my head
You can feel his emotion in his voice rising up
Along with the unclean vocals going on
It's just really awesome

The title comes from "Deke" a character in the first generation of sleepers and of genocide
And it's about a child who was unborn inside his mothers womb, dead and unborn, he was given a second chance to live by the devil and a dragon called, "Landmite."
The name he was given was called Plagues,(I know right, very unfortunate) this led him to Aksfiel where he began to fuse with him. This helped him live with a purpose, experiencing a revelation, Aksfiel achieved his "End State" called "Plagues Massacres."
Fast forward the tape, Plagues finally crosses over to heaven, meets his parents to be given a new name.
His name is Noah

All of this connects to the Final Generation that is currently unnamed(without a title.) So this song has 3 generations from my series, the 1st, 4th and the last generation(I don't wanna say 6th generation cause I might milk the story more, this ain't pokemon, fuck that shit)

The lyrics I sang in the shower is
Of the 5th
So weak
Introducing the devil
I AM OF SLEEPERS(OF GENOCIDE)
NO FUCK THAT
THE LAST UNBORN
INTRODUCING THE DEVIL
Erupt with plagues

I didn't want to put the song title inside the song as I don't in many of my songs for some reasons
1. It doesn't sound too good when I would sing out the title
2. I sang the title inside the shower and it sounded great
But when I came out and wrote the lyrics down, I thought to myself, "shit, suck a dick prick, it'll sound like a tit being bitten, then it becomes swollen." Nah I didn't think that
3. The lyrics took a good 15 or 10 minutes to write because I was trying to write down the words inside my head after I showered real quick, so I don't forget it
3.5. I forgot to put the title in the song

This is perhaps the final song I'll write for now, however it's not the last.  I have been listening too a lot of music lately and I have been depressed for so long.  Writing however is not depressing in a lot of ways. Um, the reason I wrote all of this stuff under this song is to clear my head from the mistakes I made.  
When I make a mistake from guilt or when theirs pain inside of me I write.  I can write some lyrics or something when I'm happy, but that rarely happens.  It's tough, deep down inside of me, when I write my story out, write new lyrics or fixing a song I wrote or whenever I'm writing,  I have to be alone.  When I have an idea in a place where I can't concentrate to write it down, that's when I get pissed off inside.  
I don't wanna say more in that part because death comes next, ummm, yeah I like to left the fuck alone cause I get pissed off,  mad or I'm filled with mix emotions of feeling sad, wanting to cry and the worst of it all I begin to feel the need to kill anybody within my vicinity.  All of that stuff connects to exercise, in turn the end result messes my head up and tires it out from feeling hatred to sadness.
The only time when I'm 100% happy is when I'm dying inside from exercising myself to near death or writing down my never ending range of thoughts coming from hatred to sadness to happiness.
100% happy is hard to achieve for me
And even 1% being happy is hard as well
I promise you this will not be my last song

I think a song called "Creatures" from a band called Motionless in White was written from the inspiration of their fans sending them mail about their thoughts.
I like the part where it says "11 tracks is not enough"
Well I'm just gonna copy the lyrics here       

I fall
This is the end of you
This is the end of you
Whispers are their weakness

Their weakness
Everyday I must practice
To fake this smile on my face
It's all the rain that's putting me to sleep

It's all the rain that's putting me to sleep
I'll let the blood tell the truth tonight, this is my life's work
11 tracks is not enough, to tell you how I've died inside
And love is lost like words

11 tracks is not enough
In spiders eyes a man becomes a fly
In prolonged silence, we all stand defiled
We fall in line with the atrophy of life

The calm before the storm is a defeating silence
I've given my all, to this valley of despair
We are the damned, the cursed and the broken
There's so much more inside us

We are the lost, the sick and unspoken
There's so much more inside us
I'm drowning in an ocean of the tears that I've cried
I tried to drown my sorrows

Instead they're all drowning me
I tried to drown my sorrows
Instead they're all drowning me