Traumatized

She told me it was just a year get over it, Not really a big deal
I said I'm so sick of this sober shit, making sense of what I feel
She said that she tired of trying to make us make sense
Because honestly you're the worse
That to cut the suffering and just be friends
I agreed I just wanted to be freed from a curse
But just to see that you leave to be with another
Didn't we mean a single thing to you
But I swear I don't love her
But I thought we were close but I never knew you...

I've been traumatized, by your evil smile and wicked lies, what did you ever feel inside, is this all just going on in my mind.. with all these lies,  with every heartbeat that dies, every part of you I memorized, with nights filled of cries, you've left me Traumatized....

I walked out the door didn't dare to look back
cuz I knew you wouldn't be there
Feel those tears as I get this heart attack
I knew it wasn't love but I thought you did care
You promised to be there even after the break up
but all those words were fake huh
Sorry but this hurts too much to care
panicking, can't breath for the hate in the air
why does it hurt?
when you treat me like dirt..

I've been traumatized, by your evil smile and wicked lies, what did you ever feel inside, is this all just going on in my mind.. with all these lies,  with every heartbeat that dies, every part of you I memorized, with nights filled of cries, you've left me Traumatized....

and It hurts...

I've been traumatized, by your evil smile and wicked lies, what did you ever feel inside, is this all just going on in my mind.. why does it hurt? when you treat me like dirt. why does it hurt? when you treat me like dirt. why does it hurt? when you treat me like dirt.