Complicated Reality

This is a game of dominate and submit,
And all I want is out, I just want to quit.
I can feel the pain as fate slaps me hardhard across the face,
And buries me impossibly deep in the ground unable to trace.

I can feel the whips peel the skin from my spine,
My mind caves in on it's self, I moarn it with a shrine.
I've gone insane my voice rings out around a padded room,
This life pushes me into a deep and early tomb.

I know deep down I'm losing this unrelenting battle,
It lays dead and broken now my brain is as useless as a rattle.
I butt my head to bring any kind of human thought,
Too remember anything from the past that I've been taught.

I try maybe too hard restore some sort sanity,
And I pray that life would stop fucking with me.
I can't stop this swirl of this ridiculous life,
Nothing is looking more attractive then the blade of this knife.