So What?

So what if I'm not like you?
I never wanted to be
Yet I'm still falling off the edge
Trying to find me
Lost in my fantasy

So what if I'm quiet?
I still have started riots
But I don't know why
I keep trying
Pushing myself further
I just want you to notice me

So what if I hide my emotions?
You'll call me prissy if I do
A complete sob story
And I'm near the end too
Looking down the canyon
No diary to show you

So what if I cut?
I tried to stop
But it didn't work
Stopping made it hurt even worse
I tried for you
Now I'm falling down

You finally told me my wings weren't perfect
So I sold them to another dreamer
I keep trying and trying but know I'm a believer
You're the Devil in disguise and a cheater
But I still find time to love you dad