Unfaithful 2

Who's fault is it exactly for being unfaithful 
Is it mine for caring to much 
Spending to much time worrying about you 
You're My husband I should do that for you
Is it the way I wear my hair that makes you look the other way
Is it the temptation of another mans attention 
that you seem to lack in  giving me or you just don't care
you make me feel like I'm a bore
And Now I feel like such a whore

Is it your fault for never being there 
Always planning your next move 
Without me somewhere in your loop
Is it the years that tore us apart 
Me growing up while you stand still not noticing life is real
calling me babe every day but not knowing that I hate that name 

Is it his fault for being perfect 
For saying the right things 
Is it his fault he didn't know exactly what he was getting into a married women could never be his
Is it his fault that I was at a loss for words from his beauty 
Both outside and in

This is so confusing I know not what to do 
I'm not perfect no one is but I shouldn't have strayed from 
My husband because now I'm always wondering who's fault is it really.. 
Yours his or mine 
Or is it the devil tempting me to be unfaithful just so unkind 
Breaking hearts just for my own piece of mind. 
I think I need some help maybe be alone for awhile
take some time and just sit back and enjoy myself instead of a man enjoying me.. 
sit back and figure out is it him you or me.