Attention

Me
Right in front of you
I'm not invisible
I'm not hiding
I know you can see me
So why are you ignoring me?
Your attention used to always be on me
Only me
Why am I just a broken toy now?
I want to be your precious again
What did I do?
How do I get you back?
Please look at me
Look at me!
If I hurt myself will you pay attention?!
Well then fine!!!


The blood spills from my bloodied wrist to the floor
My veins crying
You still don't look though
I slash myself again
I love you!
Why are you ignoring me?
All I've ever done was love you!
Sharp, edged pain cuts deeply in my wrist
Your blurred image is the last thing I see...
you finally looked at me