On The Fence

I've got my finger on the button;
One minute She's all in,
Then again;
the next there is nothing;
I'd hope you'd take my actions
into factor; but rather
because of what they did then,
what I do now doesn't matter?
Acting like I'm preying on
your emotions until your heart is captured
and after that, turning your life into
a disaster?

It is biased to think that
and a double standard;
I may not be your answer to Mr. Right
but don't treat me like a cancer;
Do something for me,
and I'm just asking,
But imagine yourself held
accountable for someone
elses actions;
You act like there is
evil in my eyes
with hidden intentions
a Devil on the rise;
a fucking Devil in disguise

And I’m surprised
You could feel this way towards me
When I see how you look
You look happy
When you look at me
You need to anchor your angry
Because it is dangerous
Youll find yourself
On the way to the hospital
In the back of an ambulance
I wish I can give you what I have;
The ability to detach yourself
From the past,
And learn to focus more in the moment
Because when you miss
Something great in the present,
Youll regret it
 
Of course Im not close to finishing this
But time is never in favor of me
Completing any paper…