Random thoughts in a jumbled mind

Walking through
The woods
All by my lone
Thinking of life
From many points of veiw
From hers
Who has everything in the world
From his
Who will never be mine
From a love
Who will never love me
From a families
Who dont care
I am confused
About my place in the world
Everything good
Seems too good to be true
He cant possibly love me
He cant possibly care
I dont even begin
To compare
To her
They all leave me
None ever seem to stay
I run them off
By just being me
I dont even dare hope
That something good will come
Because hope can paralize
And that leaves no room for pain