5, 10, 15, 20

5 words from the bottom of my heart.
I NEVER FUCKING LOVED YOU!!!!!

10 things I've always wanted to do.
Hold you to close to me.
Whisper sweet nothing's in your ear.
Care for you and our future kids.
Rip our your heart out.
Feed it to your new king.
crack your skull like you cracked my soul.
Demolish every memory of you.
Cradle what's left.
Send you to hell.
And keep you for pleasure.

15 years and I was your first.
You healed my wounds like a nurse.
Now examine me as a  corpse.

20 goddamn times, I've been wishing you were mine.
all the while becoming more defined.
Going to hell and never coming back.
Taking you with me against my will.