I Love You

To be or not to be?
I'm just looking around
But I'm blind and can't see
Trying to notice what they see in me
When I hide so much and don't stick up
I guess they want a side character

Many times they say they love me
And all I can do is feel guilty
I never wanted to break a heart
This is like hidden torture
When I only love one person

What do I say?
I love you too?
When I really don't
But when you know how it feels
To let go of someone you love
You don't want anyone else to feel
That pain

So do I lie?
And give them false hope,
When none of it is real
But what they feel?