Baked wishes

And I stay alive
In this breathing grave
Hoping to stay whole
For the next wave
Of sunrays

Still in a state of dismay
Looking at this
Life dangling from a thread
Baking every unfulfilled wish
I might have ever bred
Into the thud of this moment..
 
Order and disarray
Seem all the same.
All that comes to my mind is..
Come what may..
Do remember this name
I might have let you
Lose faith in time but….
 
Don’t give up on your fate
Don’t wail on my pieces
Stop looking for me
If there are no traces
 
I had to go away
And I couldn’t leave a note
Sorry, it had to be so sudden
Have to clear
A choking throat
For an adios
You won't quite hear
Keep walking your road
Without any fear
I ll be whistling with the winds
Wiping your tears.