True Loves of '93,'95 & '96

ALONE IN THE DARK TAKING A WALK IN THE PARK.
SLOWLY DYING FROM A BROKEN HEART.
MY FIRST BROKEN HEART WAS CONCIEVED IN THE YEAR 1993.
HER NAME ALWAYS RINGS MY EARS "CHASALEE.
IT WAS ALL MY FAULT,I FELL FOR HER TOO FAST.
WHEN I SPOKE THE "L" WORD,YEP SHE HAULED AZZ.
AFTER MONTHS OF CRYING AND BEING DEPRESSED.
I BECAME A THUG,AND ABOUT A FEMALE I GAVE A FUCK LESS.
BOUT'EM, I DIDN'T TRUST'EM.
MY MOTTO WAS MUTHA FUCK'EM.
1995 I MET A WOMAN WHO WAS SO SEXY AND BEAUTIFUL.
SHE HAD A MAN, BUT DAMN I JUST COULDN'T HANDLE.
THE FACT SHE REMINDED ME OF THE FEMALE IN MY DREAMS.
A THUGGETTE WHO WAS INTERESTED IN FOE THE LOVE  OF THE GREEN.
I SMOKED BLUNTS AND DRANK BREWS WITH HER.
AND YES I ALSO FELL IN LOVE WITH HER.
SHE WAS SO DAMN IRRISTIBLE I COULDN'T CONTAIN MYSELF.
HER NAME WAS KIMBERLY, WE JUST STAYED FRIENDS,SO I WAS ALL BY MYSELF.
1996 I MET MY FUTURE WIFE TO BE.
MY PLUMP PRINCESS WHO WAS OH SO SEXY.
WE HAD 10 YRS OF MARRIAGE THAT WAS LIKE A ROLLER COASTER.
I'LL ADMIT I PUT HER THROUGH ALOT OF BULLSHIT,I STILL LOVED HER.
"DEBBIE" WAS THIS VOLUPTOUS VIXENS GIVEN NAME.
WHEN SHE DIVORCED ME IT WAS SO DAMN ROUGH I MIGHT HAVE LOST HALF MY BRAIN.
STAYED DOPED UP ON XANAX PLAYING SAD SONGS JUST DRIVIN MYSELF INSANE.
IT TOOK ME 3 TO 4 MONTHS TO GET OVER THAT SHIT.
I WAS PRAYIN TO GOD "NEVER ALLOW ME TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN,WITH LOVE I'VE HAD IT.
I KNOW NOW THAT YALL THINK I WAS PUSSY WHIPPED.
BUT I CAN TELL ALL YALL DON'T KNOW SHIT.
I'M JUST A LOVING TYPE OF GUY WITH A BIG HEART.
ALL THE FEMALES I MENTIONED MAY HAVE BROKEN MY HEART & TORE MY WORLD APART.
TO THIS DAY WERE JUST GOOD FRIENDZ.
AND IT'LL STAY THAT WAY TO THE END.
YES,I'M ALL ALONE WITH NO ONE TO LOVE ME.
YES,WITH THAT SAID I WALK THE EARTH SO UNHAPPY.
A SHATTERED HEART WITH NO DESIRES TO LIVE.
FOR A LOVE IN MY LIFE,EVERYTHING I WOULD GIVE.
UNTIL MY LOVE OR DEATH WHATEVER COMES FIRST.
I'M GONNA CONTINUE STROLLING THROUGH LIFE HEARTBROKEN,DAMMIT MAN I WISH FOR LOVE I DIDN'T THIRST.
THAT'S WHAT I GET FOR BEING SUCH A SWEET GUY.
I PRAY DAY AFTER DAY THAT I WOULD JUST LAY DOWN AND DIE.
I BELIEVE LOVE HAS TRULY PASSED ME BY.
ALL ALONE I SIT ON THE BENCH IN THIS DARK PARK THE TEARS POUR OUT FROM MY EYE'Z.
I AM A MAN WHO IS NEVER AFRAID TO CRY.
THE LADIES OF MY PAST I LOVE SO MUCH.
I CAN ALWAYZ LOOK AT THEIR BEAUTY BUT NEVER CAN I TOUCH.
THEY'VE FLOWN WAY UP LIKE DOVES,FLYING TO THE HEAVEN'Z ABOVE.
FOREVER MY LADIES,THEY WERE MY TRUE LOVES!!!